June 2009


Summer so far really sucks. I’ve been literally bored to tears. Except for one friend I have hung out with nobody, because all of my friends hate each other. It’s not like it’s trivial to see them anyways, since I don’t have a job and it’s an 1/8 tank of gas to see somebody. The social contact that is mentally unrequited but instinctively demanded is nowhere to be found, and I feel like it’s sapping my soul. The comparative despair just in this entry is enough to exposition how I feel. Wow, I’m just so depressed, it’s making me angry that I’m writing this here. I better stop but I don’t know how. I just think that Candlejack this summer just blows and

…it’s been awhile. I’m not sure why I thought it’d be a good idea to start this up again, but I guess I intend to. I think it’s the fact that I can’t think about doing this blog without seeing this computer, my old iBook that I devoted to Wardriving. I’ve been kinda far from it for a long time, and we’ll talk about it. It could be the fact that I’m lonely too… or something along those lines. So if you wanna hear my life story since last time… hit that more button. (more…)